What others say of me matters little, what I myself say and do matters much

What others say of me matters little, what I myself say and do matters much
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
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# Gepost op dinsdag 01 april 2008, 23u03

Gewijzigd op zondag 14 september 2008, 00u00

Far From Earth

Far From Earth
there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accepte, things we don't want to know but have to learn, people we love and can't forget about, things we get afraid of but have to face, memories in life we have to recall and pictures in head we don't have to let fade away.
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# Gepost op donderdag 20 maart 2008, 20u59

Gewijzigd op zondag 14 september 2008, 00u01

simply me

simply me
I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.
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# Gepost op vrijdag 07 maart 2008, 19u34

Gewijzigd op zondag 14 september 2008, 00u01

THINKING ABOUT YOU

THINKING ABOUT YOU
Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.
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# Gepost op vrijdag 07 maart 2008, 19u00

Gewijzigd op zondag 14 september 2008, 00u01

sleepy boy

sleepy boy
i'd like mornings better if they'd start late
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# Gepost op vrijdag 07 maart 2008, 18u52

Gewijzigd op zondag 14 september 2008, 00u03